User Profile

Bonjour, I'm beautiphobia. My name is a made up phobia that I actually have (it means "fear of beautiful people", ridiculous, I know. You'll learn I'm always a bit ridiculous ). Off the boards I'm considered Natalie, and don't really care what you call me.



Feel free to add me or message me whenever you want. I'm usually a nice person :3



I'm a very open person about most thoughts and ideas, and I'm apologizing now for my stupidity. When I get excited my vocabulary decreases while my typo's increase :\



I'm a particularly odd person, and it might show up in comments sometimes, so sorry if I scare you a bit. I joined LJ
(technically) last year, but I didn't start posting my writings here until earlier this year. Though, I have been in touch with the bandom community here for a little over two years for reading. At the time, I was posting at fanfiction.net about other types of writing (of which I'd rather not post here o///o)



I don't think. Or I try not too. Because when I do, I tend to pull a Gee Way and seclude myself into rooms with locks for long periods of time. I do believe in things though. Like love, for instance. I don't care what gender your dating because that's your choice. No one should ever tell you otherwise. Sadly, I am straight v___v. Or at least, I haven't fallen for anyone with the same girl parts (wait, does being gay for Lynd-Z and Vicky-T count? 'Cause I'm totally gay for them)



I have a wife, and here she is known as joyousinsanity. We're plotonic life-partners :D
She's the one who edits/fuels my writing.



I'm a big fan of music, and I make some myself. I listen mainly to underground, and even country when forced to. I stick around the area I read though, and I really do listen to a wide variety of music because its a passion for me. If you ever diss a certain genre/band though? Prepare to fight for your reasons, because I will have a comment on it. Because I listen from Rap to Bebop, classical to heavy metal, etc. It's very rare for me to not like music of any sort.



I ship Slashing - also known as boy/boy pairings, and that is also what I write. I very rarely write or read het slash, because face it, the boisecks is hot.

Out of all the things I read, I don't think I have an OTP because if you write it right, you can make any pairing uber awesome. No, really. I'll pretty much read any pairing as long as it works. If you can make Brendon/Bob work? I'm reading it. Jepha/Brendon (If that even could work, you are a GOD) because love is love to me~ Though, I do have a major soft spot for Jehpa/Dan and Panic GSF.



Bands & Pairings I ship: (Just about any pairing, but these are what I read the most)



MCR(My Chemical Romance)
Frank/Gerard (stfu, it's not my otp.)

Bob/Frank (I'm a little picky with this pairing)

Mikey/Gerard (I'm an only child, this pairing is way too sweet to feel grossed out to me)

Frank/Mikey (sooo underpaired)



P(!)ATD (Panic At The Disco)
GSF(FTW! srsly.)

Spencer/Any boy in his band: I really like Spencer J. Smith the V and him paired with any Panic boy makes me happy :3

Spencer/Ryan (I really, really enjoy this pairing for some reason, especially pre-panic)

Jon/Ryan (they totally bonded. Just look at them!)

Brendon/Jon



FOB (Fall Out Boy)
Pete/Patrick (pairing of the soul)

Joe/Patrick



The Used (no need to shorten it, really.)
Jepha/Dan (not enough, I swear to god)

Bert/Quinn (I know, I'm quite traditional)



The Cab (the babies! Awww~)
Singer/Cash (adorale <3)

Singer/Johnson (I really like Johnson in general)

Cash/Marshall

Ian/Marshall



TAI (The Acadamy Is...)
Sisky/Butcher (If I had to choose an OTP, this might be it :3)
William/Anybody (not that I think William's a slut! He's just an awesome person to pair with)



Bandom Cross pairings
Brendon/Joe (do not question the awesome. Just Don't)

Spencer/Joe

William/Gabe :D

Jon/William

Jon/Tom (does that count? I think it counts)

Mikey/Pete(I'm really picky about this pairing too, because I'm a vanilla little thing and too much angst makes my heart hurt too much ;__;)

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